Swimming in the Dark

Audiobook

Published April 28, 2020 by HarperAudio.

Set in early 1980s Poland against the violent decline of communism, a tender and passionate story of first love between two young men who eventually find themselves on opposite sides of the political divide - a stunningly poetic and heartrending literary debut for fans of Andre Aciman, Garth Greenwell, and Alan Hollinghurst.

When university student Ludwik meets Janusz at a summer agricultural camp, he is fascinated yet wary of this handsome, carefree stranger. But a chance meeting by the river soon becomes an intense, exhilarating, and all-consuming affair. After their camp duties are fulfilled, the pair spend a dreamlike few weeks camping in the countryside, bonding over an illicit copy of James Baldwin’s Giovanni’s Room. Inhabiting a beautiful natural world removed from society and its constraints, Ludwik and Janusz fall deeply in love. But in their repressive communist and Catholic society, the passion they share is utterly unthinkable.

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Swimming or drowning? Maybe it's both

The next time somebody looks me in the eye and seriously tells me that being a native speaker of a language is an automatic advantage and sign of superiority in language skill, I'm going to beat them over the head with this book.

My knowledge of Poland's history pre-war and post-war is incredibly limited and I haven't read much fiction that takes place during this time period in Soviet controlled territories. But a Polish friend of mine recommended this book, so I ended up picking it up to read.

The story jumps back and forth in time periodically, but mostly takes place in the months following the graduation of the main character. He's gay and is beginning to accept his sexuality while also trying to come to terms with the limits and possibilities of the place that he calls home. The story is hopeful yet claustrophobic, and because …

Review of 'Swimming in the dark' on 'Goodreads'

It was wonderful.
At first I was a bit worried about how graphic it was but I realize how much that solidifies the feelings between the characters throughout the book. Very honest and I related so much to the words and feelings expressed throughout the book.
I told my partner "where was this book when I was growing up?", even though I have been out for many years, I really think this sort of literature would have made me feel more comfortable with myself sooner (as is expressed in the interview at the end!)

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Subjects

  • Fiction, gay
  • Poland, fiction
  • English literature
  • Fiction, coming of age
  • Fiction, lgbtq+, general